When Will It Change?

I do this every time.

Post on a regular basis than all of sudden I realize that it's been months since my last post.

And I always say how busy I am and how I'm not going to let this happen again.

I have been busy but I won't say how I'm not going to let it happen again because it probably will.

And it will happen because I realize that I am an 'all or nothing' person.

I either don't want to have anything to do or want to do everything.

Since the end of August I started a full-time job as a Certified Peer Specialist. Then a few weeks later I started school. I'm taking 2 classes on campus and 2 on-line. I decided to take the on-line classes because I hated having 2 classes after work and getting home at 10 p.m. This time around I can do the homework whenever I like and I get to see my shows at night.

With the hectic schedule I've been neglecting my health.

I haven't been taking my meds, again, and my body is in bad shape.

I joined a gym a few months ago but don't even have the time to go anymore.

I'll figure something out because I can't keep having these busy days and I'm afraid that my health is going to get so poor that I won't be able to fix it.

Even though it's a beautiful Sunday afternoon, I gotta get to this math homework.