I know it's been a while, but I'm still here. I wish I could say that many things have changed, but after reading the previous posts, they really haven't. I can't believe it's been over a year since the last entry and I haven't done much of anything. Things changed, yet they stay the same.
Work is still trying at times. Getting ready to go back in about a month and not really looking forward to it. There will be a decent portion of returning staff members, but there will also be quite a few new people. I always get weirded out with new co-workers. It's always the same banter. they want to know how long I've been there, and what my background is, and what I do outside of work. It sucks to tell them that I've been there for abour 3 years, I don't have a degree and I don't have a life.
Social life is still non-existant. I have been hanging out with my friend over the last few months but he started a new job and we haven't been hanging out much, so it's back to the usual routine: t.v.
School is not going to happen. I've been trying to go to a trade school, but it's been hard finding funding and the student loan people are on my ass for the money I already owe.
Mental health is doing okay. For a while I wasn't taking my meds because I thought I was getting too dependent on them, but I realized that I do need them. I've back on them now, but switched to ones that don't make me drowsy.
That was all over the place but I'm in that kind of mood right now. I have a lot of thoughts running through my mind and have to just get them out.
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