Wednesday, November 1, 2006

What's Up Doc?

I've been giving it much thought and I hate to come to this conclusion but I think I'm going to stop the pysch sessions. On one hand not being able to see a professional was my biggest gripe a few months ago, and I felt like I couldn't go on without one, but on the other hand I never really believed in 'talk therapy'. I only wanted to go because I had no one to bitch to about my roller coaster life without meds. Now that I have the meds I don't need to talk anymore. The meds are working and I feel better. I'm also worried that I might be the wrong decisions. In doing research about there is always a story of the patient who stops treatment because things are fine. And going by recent state of mind I fear that I should think twice about it. The sessions themselves are well. I like my doc and in another setting I think we could actually be friends. While writing this I think I need to change my decision and continue on with the sessions. I know I'm rambling and all over the place, but I am going to make an appt for next week and get back on the horse. Maybe.

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