30-something yr. old recently medicated female diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 2001 who's trying to find herself since she's in neither reality nor reflection
Wednesday, November 1, 2006
What's Up Doc?
I've been giving it much thought and I hate to come to this conclusion but I think I'm going to stop the pysch sessions. On one hand not being able to see a professional was my biggest gripe a few months ago, and I felt like I couldn't go on without one, but on the other hand I never really believed in 'talk therapy'. I only wanted to go because I had no one to bitch to about my roller coaster life without meds. Now that I have the meds I don't need to talk anymore. The meds are working and I feel better. I'm also worried that I might be the wrong decisions. In doing research about there is always a story of the patient who stops treatment because things are fine. And going by recent state of mind I fear that I should think twice about it. The sessions themselves are well. I like my doc and in another setting I think we could actually be friends. While writing this I think I need to change my decision and continue on with the sessions. I know I'm rambling and all over the place, but I am going to make an appt for next week and get back on the horse. Maybe.
Labels:
changes,
depression,
therapy
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