Freedom

I know it's been a while but things happen. Got into very minor car accident Thursday morning. Very minor. Just a fender bender but it was on my way to work and it was the other driver's fault. He even admitted to it being his fault, but of course when the cop arrives to make a report, he doesn't know what happened. He said he didn't have his coffee so he doesn't remember how the accident happened.

Friday I forced myself to go to my appointment. I really didn't want to go but I know that I would have regretted not going so I forced myself out of bed and into the shower to drive to Center City to see my doc. The appointment was good. We talked about me 'coming out' to my family. They have no idea about what I'm going through, but through out my entire life, they never have. It'll be the talk of the family, but I've always been that so it shouldn't be a big deal. The plan I have is to sit them down and give them info about the disorder and let them know that this isn't a new thing for me. In my mind the plan will go great, but that's not reality. The worse thing that could happen is they completely misunderstand and assume that I am over reacting. Whatever happens, in the end I'll have a clean conscience knowing that I'm not hiding a terrible secret anymore. The execution date is tomorrow. I have the printed material and even made note cards so I can stay on track. Now I just have to get up the nerve to make the call for a family meeting. Wish me luck.